Friday, October 30, 2009
Tuesday: Went to eat Claypot Bak Kut Teh with the T, H, G and I. Somehow, it really felt like a family. If only things would last this way forever. Played pool after that. Yay, I got new teacher. Wednesday: Met G and T to play pool. I think i'm improving a little. Quite happy, but I'm still not accurate. It's like next Saturday. So fast :( Exams are next week, and I haven't even started studying.
Thursday: Went to shop with Mum. Raffles Place's topshop and then they don't have my size so I would have to go to Ion. So troublesome right.. Went to Bugis and then Old Kallang Airport to eat. I was damn pissed most of the time out. She just kept lecturing about how many clothes I have and how unwilling she is to buy for me. Even so, ask me to quit smoking. I know she cares, but its not easy. WORST part, she owes me 20 from last week allowance, never give me this week's one and she just gave me 50 for next week one? Sigh its not that I don't understand that we are not rich but you promised to give me 50 a week then you stop. Somemore my tournament is just next week, I need more money to train also what. Even when I used my own allowance to buy clothes, she also complain that I spend alot. Wth, I really have no clothes. I grew fatter also what.
Friday: Going to meet F later. Sigh, have you ever felt like being alone? I wish I was alone. Maybe I'm too sensitive but really I talk to you nicely so don't you think that you should talk nicely to me too? I think my life would never change. Never one day will I not have any problems to worry about. Seriously tired and sick of my life.
ACCEPTANCE 5:55 PM
